穿过岁月的流沙，
捥住青春的铁马，
在悬崖之前一步飞跃，
跳过层层弱点的封杀。
确定昨日无法优化，
不想明天依然叹息。
看脚下，
路未曾荒发。
翘首皓月的夜晚，
东方既白的朝霞，
淡泊明志，
笃行成侠
灵致 二零一零年・十一月・十日夜 于湾区 University Ave.
那些渐行渐远的青春
当我敲下这个标题，我原本那么多想要说的话却在键盘上面停留了一分钟，没有一点声响。
我耳中听着这首名叫《老男孩》的歌，并不是因为想要跟风去写影评，而是忠于尚存的青春激情，去记住我心中的感动。
如果说我对与这部可以堪称不朽的小作品，我最喜欢什么。我要说是这首歌，这首歌的歌词，以及里面那句“ 那时陪伴我的人啊，你们如今在何方”，还有关于梦想的渴望与无奈。
“生活像一把无情刻刀，改变了我们的摸样”
对着镜子总会观察到一个人从年少幼稚到青春成熟的摸样。额头上的岁月线越来越清晰，心头的担子越来越重要。突然想不起我们年少的样子，那个欢快的少年在乡间的土地上奔跑的身影。
正如同每个人都有年少轻狂时，同样每个人都被岁月这把无情的刀雕刻着面容、语言、思想还有身板。每个有梦想的人，都想赶在青春散场之前实现当初的愿望。我们或挣扎，或追赶，或难过，或激动。
“那时陪伴我的人，你们如今在何方”
以前在莲花山的有段岁月，内心里面有一种黯然的神伤。做什么都觉得内心深处在刺痛。就连有Sealeen陪在我身边的时候，做很多事都不上心。现在想想，就是笑笑觉得傻。
那时的短暂见面的，以及朝夕相处的兄弟们，你们又在何方？天涯海角，各奔前程。不知道你们的心里是否还记得那个冲动，讲话声音大，年少轻狂不懂事，但又敢作敢当的朋友呢。
梦想的分量
梦想的力量，牵引我们走向我们的未来。即使风吹雨打，也不曾遗忘与退却。哪怕人生无情的渐入平凡， 不代表这些人们忘却了最初的梦想与渴望。 以前一个哥们说，人总是容易渐渐落入平庸，特别是那些不珍惜时间的人。是的，有时候不仅仅是时间的问题，还有机会，自己的种种遭遇等等。
总想着如果当初珍惜时间，多读读身边的好书，学学那些美丽的理论，之后的内心该多么强大啊。不过过去的事情终究是过去的事情，就如同几年前的时候怪自己本科时候没有珍惜岁月一样，又何必呢？
梦想不分年龄、种族、性别和高低， 每个人，都在岁月里锤炼，或者挣扎，为了我们心中的这盏灯。即使青春渐行渐远，我们也不曾孤单。
Berkeley-Stanford Colloquium today.
Today is the Berkeley and Stanford colloquium. Persi Diaconis give an impressive talk on inference parameters on one graph sample. His talking on the board inspired me to learn more math, especially probablility, and then combine the math, probability theorems with statistics theory to connect to the real problems, such as graph limit theory. This is elegent to me. Persi always encourages students to learn both prob. and stat. so that understand the underline and global view of statistics.
The dinner is in Great China. This is my first time to go to the dinner with faculties and student from both departments. I choose a table to sit down with Charles Stein, Jim pitman, latter on Guenther Walther join us. Josh and another instructur who are teaching 204 this semester join us too.
I talked to Charles Stein about Eric Lehmann's book, and he seems very glad to remember that. He said he stay in our department for twice, althgouth I haven't understand quite well why twice. He is a quite person and very professional in statistics.
The experience of talking to Guenther Wal. is quite amazing. Actually, he gave a talk last year on Berkeley-Stanford colloquium on likelihood ratio test stuff. He told me he is doing theoretical stuff and trend to be a frequentist. As a theoretical statistician graduated from Berkeley and then go to Stanford as a professor on 1994, he nicely told me that one of the important thing is to study the real analysis and probability 205 well. Because a lot of stuff are related to them if goes to theory. And the statistics theory is also very important if you want to do theoretical works. Theorefore, he told me that we should learn these courses really well. That matches with my impression that we should pay more attention to what we current learn and assure we learn it well and understand the essensece by this time. Don't just let it go.
I am happy to attend these activities. On one side, it could train us the right skill of social, and extend our doman of recognizing people.
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